To hell with this sinking feeling

Spontaneous yet coarse, of course I have no idea what triggered this episode, whatever it is, I'm feeling neutral, sometimes a bit mania, sometimes a bit down, whatever it is, it won't properly affect me yet it is disabling a part of circuit.

I demand resolution.

There are too many of us...

It's a realization caught abruptly in flight.

What's going on with us? Getting mingled with wallpaper objectivities. Without much thought, not even 1800 seconds in a day.

A bit tiring for ambition.

A bit torturing for intelligence.

A bit lost for the ancients.

Go find the objectives.

So what contributes to fire

Absence isn't a good for certain things, probably not good for this one, or some of you rather me not update this... oh well shit happens in ambiguous ways.

A artistic block of some sorts clouded me for a little while, somehow things came back for a bit, a continuum of worries blocked it a bit but things got better and I have a feeling it'd be fine soon. Possibilty of artistic output are cyberpunk; lingering cities, etc. Ambiguity makes it simple yet refreshing and memory-inducing.

I have no input in other things at the moment, probably start another blog for objective articles.

To be with you.

Categorising the feelings.

Outbursts are outbursts, should be taken on that level, just don't assume it as the continuum of opinions.

To be with you.

Inabit.

The end of it all...?

"Maybe I'll bump into you on the streets someday, stranger."

"And maybe I'll tell you why I'm upset."


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I hope it isn't the end... But it sure feels like it.

'For a minute there, I lost myself...'



Every blow hurts obviously...

I don't remember how it is anymore, it doesn't matter, things changed...



The situation is obviously not good at the moment... at the moment... at the moment...

I always tell myself that, 'at the moment...' ...



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Lena on Halloween 2009

While on the day of Halloween, I have not a thing to do, nothing planned, everybody were busy and it all seems just a quiet night at home. Then 2pm arrives...

Lena contacted me through facebook to ask if I want to go out and take some photos of her in a costume. Of course I would say yes.

Not only did she save me from a boring night but also showed me her costume making skills and made some amazing photos. Here are the results.

Lena on Halloween 2009.

All are straight out of the camera, except for resizing.

You might see some vignetting in some of the photos, well that is natural from using a DX lens on my FX Nikon D700.

Nikon D700, AFD 85mm f1.4, AFS 35mm f1.8. For one photo, I used a SB28 and 2x Pocket Wizards.

Rejuvenation...

...by the time you have reached your destination, things will get so much clearer...