To be with you.

Categorising the feelings.

Outbursts are outbursts, should be taken on that level, just don't assume it as the continuum of opinions.

To be with you.

Inabit.

The end of it all...?

"Maybe I'll bump into you on the streets someday, stranger."

"And maybe I'll tell you why I'm upset."


- - - - - - -



I hope it isn't the end... But it sure feels like it.

'For a minute there, I lost myself...'



Every blow hurts obviously...

I don't remember how it is anymore, it doesn't matter, things changed...



The situation is obviously not good at the moment... at the moment... at the moment...

I always tell myself that, 'at the moment...' ...



...

Lena on Halloween 2009

While on the day of Halloween, I have not a thing to do, nothing planned, everybody were busy and it all seems just a quiet night at home. Then 2pm arrives...

Lena contacted me through facebook to ask if I want to go out and take some photos of her in a costume. Of course I would say yes.

Not only did she save me from a boring night but also showed me her costume making skills and made some amazing photos. Here are the results.

Lena on Halloween 2009.

All are straight out of the camera, except for resizing.

You might see some vignetting in some of the photos, well that is natural from using a DX lens on my FX Nikon D700.

Nikon D700, AFD 85mm f1.4, AFS 35mm f1.8. For one photo, I used a SB28 and 2x Pocket Wizards.

Rejuvenation...

...by the time you have reached your destination, things will get so much clearer...

Alex.

Taking photos of Alex. :P Started off as an available light shoot in overcast cloudy day was against us, I had a mindblank and the first photos weren't great... Only saving grace was Alex with her looks and impulsiveness. I say I give 99% of credit to her. D: We will definitely plan and build on the concept more next time though, and I will probably bring some lights. :P But yeah, Alex is great! 30-8-09. Nikon D700, AFS 24-70mm f2.8 (most), Sigma HSM 50mm f1.4, NIkon SB800.

Run away

Plagued by another diagnosis, the triggers started popping up here and there, not that I wasn't in a state of episode already.

I really think this is the worst I've been, not because of physical destructiveness but confusion, confusion of where I am, what I am doing and who I am.

Restlessness confusion, like a persistent headache.

Run away.

Hiatus.

I freaking REALLY should do more of these.